A night out with my boyfriend. Awkward and frustrating. I am just tired of us communicating through text. I want real life. Geeks ... don't care. I want adventure... he's a homebody. Our personalities mesh, but our end goals don't. I just want to talk. Wouldn't anyone love to be so interesting to someone that their brain is picked? You'd think... you'd think. I wonder if a good course of action is to spend tomorrow on me... so I'm missed.